Sunday. 4.25.04 6:33 pm
Im ready to go away now,
im ready for all this stuff to stop now.
all you guys are all my bestest friends, but you kno, best friends dont only talk about the crap in their life. sure everything in ur life isn't perfect, but i think that you should come to us when u really need help, not just 24/7. if you have a good day, smile, dont let all the stuff from the other days bring you down, for a new day is a new start. i understand all the struggles that you have in life, but that doesn't mean you have to just give up. right now im ready to just move on from a lot of people if a lot of this doesn't stop. my love for each and everyone of you grows stronger each day, but that love is starting go grow weak and tired as none of it seems to come back. im not just saying this on my part, but others as well. you'r life as a teenagers supposed to be the best years of your life, and so far, all they've been is complaing about how crappy so-and-so's life is...i dont want this anymore. if we surround ourself w/positive things, than positive things will come back to us. sure nothing's perfect, and we're going to have bad days every once and a while, but i feel that all of us need to keep a smile on in the morning. each and every morning. doesn't matter wut happend yesterday, its already gone. forget about all the bad, and just focus on the good. if we only focus on the bad, it just makes it seem a whole heck of a lot worse than it really is. its was Satan wants us to do, he wants us to just focus on the bad and not even bother to notice the good. there is so much in each and everyone of ur lives that i kno is good. i've seen it! i've felt it! learn to just wake up and start a band new day. dont just give up because of some silly little thigns that happen and go down the drain. cuz right now, im standing on the line, and right now, its ur guys choice which way you want me to go. i can either come back to you guys, and i'll help you w/the problems that you have, but sometimes the smaller ones you have to do on ur own cuz they do go away...life isn't hopeless, or i can go, and just leave you. cuz i will. i kno this is kind of drastic, but im serious. this is it.
wow..
...that was powerful lora.. and your right... i do need to start doing that.. and i will..
» djjester on 2004-04-25 06:55:26
i agree
everyone focuses on the tuff stuff, we should all be more like...Jason!!! imma go call him...wait i dont have his number!! well im sorry lora that i have been a downer, but my problems got way over my head so i needed help. i still do, but i decided not to care, so i dont so im all for happiness!! and good times!!! ohy yeah and i just got 100 dollars for babysitting!!! muahahaha oh jason...got nething i can buy? lol j/k lora if i want sumting i have it already hehehe tty tommorow at school
» NerdyNiteLite752 on 2004-04-25 11:22:55
If it helps, do it.
If I'm getting to you, get away. Its that simple. If I'm depressed and its getting to you, cut yourself lose, please. I won't get better over night, I'll still have to work through stuff slowly. If I'm wearing on you, then get away from me. I want the best for you, and I know that I'm not that...
» Dorkman on 2004-04-30 11:12:32
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