"im breaking a habit"...just like that song. i love that song, but it really fits me right now. the reason i havent made an new entry for a while is because i've been grounded. well...i guess it was more semi grounded and i grounded myself more than my parents did. sure, my best friend lectured me more than my parents did, but that's oka. i've already beatin myself up for what i did, and no, not physically, just mentally. I just...dont kno how i got to be the way i am today. i mean, i've always been the good girl that's always done all of her work and gotten good grades...and i mean, i still do my work and get great grades, but it's not the same. im just getting the good grades to make my parents think that everythign is oka and to make them proud and stuff. but the thing is, im not the same person that i was. i mean...i cuss, and i mean heck, last year u would rarely hear me say one. and i started everything off okay at the beginning of yera, and i just i started making some dumb decisions. sometimes i dont even kno why i do wut i do. i mean...i get irritated w/people easy, and i mean i never used to get that way. but hey, i mean....there isn't a whole lot that i can do. i guess i should just start thinking about wut i do before i do them. but i mean..i've become so much of a rocker/punk that i mean, i adapted the attitude. all the people that i hang out w/are rockers, so they've kinda worn off on me too. but i mean...from this point on, im really going to think about wut i do before i do them because i dont want to end up like a lot of people out there, and i kno that im smarter than the way i've been acting. but im really going to break the way that i've been living my life...my life is good, i dont have live it like it isn't.

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I'm proud of you Lora. You choose the high road, the hard road. Its easy to be corrupted. Its hard to do whats right. You won't change overnight, and it'll be hacka hard. But its oh so worth it in the end. See ya around.
» Dorkman on 2004-05-03 01:14:26

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